life was pretty normal, but honestly I'd say I've grown fragile.
every morning when I wake up,
I can't believe you're gone.
I can't believe your body is hiding below a pile of soil.
I used to look out the window and say
"you should be out there somewhere. and I will meet you someday."
but I can't believe you're nowhere out there any more.
but I'll meet you someday.
it really hurts.
but I look up to the sky,
knowing we've looked up to it before,
counting the stars and listened to crickets.
the sky, the sky knows.
