and I commit my life here. why? cos I never had the choice. and it hurts to know the people over there are waiting for me.
every time the question why comes in my mind.
but then, that's how my life went.
this blog is turning from a blog to a complaint board.
but whatever. blogging is a lot of electricity. I can't afford to blog when I'm happy cos when I'm happy I don't feel like blogging. when I'm sad, only then I feel like blogging. lol
I badly wanna visit him. God. please just send me a rescue team or a flying carpet or smth.
I just wanna get outta here.
tsk.
